There are so many things in my life I have forgotten; Childhood friends, great moments in High School, scents and sounds and loves and lovers. So why can't I forget some things I want to, why won't they just go away...? They permeate who I am and how I think no matter how hard I fight them... I've ruined relationships, friendships, and lost family ties because of you... I'm tearing apart a relationship with the man I want to marry because I can't trust him. But the reason I can't trust him is because I could never trust you...